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| Anybody reading this thing anymore???? im doubtin it but watever im writin anyway!!!
so actually not much to comment on....jus goin to bio at kilgore ((which im freakin passin!!! yay!!)) and workin a bit at hollywood theater. wanna see a movie? i got ur hook up! haha ummm....next friday me an my bro are headed to dallas to do watever we want!!!! heck yes! i cant wait! and then when we get bak everyone mite go campin at a lake sumwhere but not me cuz i gotta work but im cool with that. id rather make money and get a few days by myself to see who i want and do wat i want~sounds good rite? besides how many lakes can a girl stare at w/o gettin insanely bored?!?
so im deffinately goin to UTTyler along with half of my old people! ill be seein ya guys! and u KNO ima be watchin tha best freakin shortstop ive ever seen! my bro's tryouts havent gone so freakin awesome so its really lookin like we're gonna be gettin that apartment very soon which is cool, but not so cool for him. so garage sale shoppin VERY soon-cant wait for that.....
umm, personal ish...no longer talkin to dumbass (aka lovely)....old people poppin up jus to disapoint me AGAIN....and yet again people u think are friends jus really arent. and im talkin old friends....man the internet is soo freakin revealing...u think u kno sumone....watever tho, life is easier to handle with less people in it i guess
man, shoutouts to the people i miss at LU! that would be a total of the basketball guys and kim! so wat, thats like 6 peeps? out of all tha losers there thats not too bad.....haha well yeah kim, it was crazy to see ya tha other nite at hollywood! girl if we wasnt so busy id been out there catchin up with ya! miss ya! keepin holdin it down up there with ya crazy self! | | |
| Sooo....whats tha deal ppl? me not a lot. Still confused on wat i want to do with my life....i have a feeling that when i start doin watever it is im gona do then ill still be tryin to figure out wat i want to do! follow me? probly not....
umm...two new things to throw out at ya...saw Marcus ((Lovely-there really is no other marcus's anymore)) last night and this morning....and no, by morning i dont mean i woke up and he was by me....i mean i actually drove from Carthage to Kilgore, back home to sleep for 6 hours then back to Kilgore again. call me stupid, i know. Last night was really fun tho. we jus chilled and talked. we talked a lot actually, about our futures and stuff and wat we want in life. our conversations havent been that deep since almost 4 years ago! lol but yeah, then we watched punkd and wrestled-well, he threw me around and i ran away. lol, thats how we do! haha....at the end of the night i stuck to my guns and turned down some offers so i went home feelin good about myself. this mornin i just stopped by to work on my myspace ((check it out!!! >>> www.myspace.com/tha9thplaya )) cuz my computer sux and he's a computer nerd. but anyways....usually after seein him like that i get really depressed cuz i still love him and it hurts to be so close with no chance in hell to get us back. but i didnt feel that way this time. maybe i jus got lucky with my moods, but i think ive accepted that ill always love him more than he loves me and i cant change that. its probly not the best way to feel bout things cuz that pretty much keeps me from lovin anyone else but i tell myself that if im supposed to fall in love again so much that ill forget about Marcus then itll happen but if it doesnt ill be okay too. okay, so enuff of that crap for ya....I jus found out my cuz is goin to SFA so thats now definately an option for me especially if Adam doesnt end up in Tyler.
okay, so thats all for my life right now. adios!! | | |
| YAY!!!! so im sooo done with LeTourneau!!!! Im so freakin happy! all i have to do is clear out my crap in my dorm and check out at 5:30!!! sweet!!! so interesting to know the news of J.T. wish it woulda happened a few years back in my lifetime but o well. im on to bigger and better things than LU and their shitty athletic program. Im a little sad to think ill be leaving some of my friends tho. I WILL MISS YOU GUYS!!!! i wanna know where everyone transfers to so i can keep in touch!! anyways, update on my education: im thinking of dropping the coaching idea. i hate the idea of not having one place to live and moving around a lot. I was thinkin of Athletic Trainer but UT Tyler doesnt have a program. So ive been lookin into a Recreational Experiental Educator. it seems cool, working with kids in an outdoor, recreational but educational enviroment. i dunno wat im doin with my future!!!! lol well, i really gotta run but hopefully the updates on my life arent too boring, i know they used to be crazy!!!! haha
*jus*me*mae*
~~))Even when the great friends and times we've shared have gone, the memories and moments that make me smile live on((~~ | | |
| hey hey!! whats up peeple? not a lot here. im waitin for my mom to get out of her neverending meeting so we can shop! well, not really any updates....ive gotten 2 very shocking bits of info this week, one good, one okay. YAY FOR JODI JONES!!!! dum dum da-dummmm, dum dum da-dummm!!! im soo happy for ya girly!!! my softball girls did well, they won their first game with Cooper pitching. she did good and we won in extra innings tie breaker by one run! i was soo freakin nervous but Amy was proud of me for yellin so much! lol, thats her tho....we lost our game Tuesday tho, it was soo cold! Keaton pitched and did a great job but we just couldnt pull out that winning run. o well, I am now 5 and 3 as a coach and thats not too bad. ((better than 15 and 120 but im not naming names!! lol )) tha biggest thing goin on in my life now is thinkin of the future. hopefully in 2 years or less ill be outa school. my biggest concern is financially. i want certain things that im not sure ill be able to have. my biggest worry tho is about where i want to live. i really want to settle down in a rural location, maybe not even in texas, but with bein a coach im never gonna kno where ill be or how long ill be there. its kinda frustrating.
i saw Marcus yesterday for a lil bit. i got to see all his great Germany pics. he really got sum good ones but with how elegant everything is over there it wasnt hard. there were some of him and his friends and his g/f. it was weird cuz hes just such a different guy than the one i knew. it was even a lil uncomfortable bein at the apartment. i mean i wasnt nervous or anything, but it was all so different. he sat in my lap and we hugged but that was as close as it got and was still odd. Oh well, people change, but i was glad to see him. I hope we always keep in touch.
Im a lil tickled to hear all these softball peeps bein glad the season's over. dont get me wrong, im not glad it went bad, im jus amused b/c i felt the exact same thing the day i quit. SOO RELIEVED!!! itll be interesting to see who comes back and who he brings in. but if i may insert my opinion jus once and never again here it goes: things will NOT change as long as J.T.'s coaching. been there, done that, got the sweats and the t-shirt! ok, thats it for me!! | | |
| hey everybuddy!! im waitin for class to start so i figured i'd write sumthin here. life's great. im almost done with this p.o.s. school and couldnt be happier with that. i cant wait to find out where adam and DJ go to college cuz thats probly gonna determine my living situation. right now im goin to UT Tyler but if for some reason adam suznt go to TJC i mite think about goin to Lamar in Orange and stayin with my grandparents or cuzzin or goin to SFA to stay with Tiff. but im really jus hopin adam goes to TJC and it all works out. anyways, enuff of that....im havin such a good time with my lil girls team. we're 3 and 2 right now so thats great to have a winning season. its really sad but this is the first team ive been a part of with a winning season and they're 8 years old. lol but they start pitchin on their own next week so im nervous about that cuz thats ALL my responsibility to make sure they do it right. AUGH! scary! lol, well i guess thats about it, summers comin, im workin on my tan, and theres a possibilty i might pass everything this semester. ((except stats :( )) | | |
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